I was diagnosed with major depression last year. I was seeing a therapist and all. When I was in job corps. I had to stop seeing her because I moved back home. I tried getting in to see a therapist too and continue with meds and all. But I had a really hard time getting in. I didn’t get in ti’ll about three months later. By that time I had ran out of meds. I would take my meds for about a week or two and then stop. Some of you may know. That i was verbally and emotionally abused by my mom and sister. But i’ve confronted them about it. Because that’s what my old therapist told me to do. I feel a little bit more better. I forgive them and they’ve forgiven me. But you know the emotional abuse will stay with me forever. So I try thinking positive thoughst sometimes it works.I don’t seam to be getting really heavy depression lately. I do get depressed when I stress over something little. Or someone says something I shouldn’t get depressed over. I’m married now. I have moved away from my mom and sister. I now live the same town as my dad. But we hardly ever talk. My dad was not around when my mom and sister were doings to me. But he knew about it. He told me it wasn’t his problem when I told him. How I felt living there and what was going on. And when I would ask him if I could go live with him he would make excuses so I wouldn’t go. I do realize that I get annoyed quickly. I lose my temper a lot over something so little. I think I need to confront my dad. Maybe it will make me feel better. I’m trying to see a therapist and try meds again. But I haven’t been called in. I’m on a waiting list.
Do You Think I Still Have Depression Or Bi Polar Without Realizing I Do?
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sweetie…people who tell you to “think positive” are idiots! thinking positive is GREAT for people who have neurotransmitters that “fire on all cylinders”, but when you have bipolar, depression, and the like, there are things that just aren’t connecting, which is WHY you’re depressed, biopolar, etc…
people who have never been in your situation need to shush their mouths! emotional abuse is HORRIBLE, and you shouldn’t have to deal with it. not to nag, but you shouldn’t go off your meds. i know some times you have no choice, but some drs have samples, as long as the meds aren’t narcotics, ie: klonopin, which i am on…looong story!
anyhoo…i saw a video a while back that showed how the brain is supposed to be with normal working neurotransmitters & non-working ones. I THINK this is the link…but they have youtube blocked here at work, so i can’t be sure. but it’s very interesting & should be shown to EVERYONE who thinks that depressed & bipolar people should just “snap out of it”. because it’s a chemical imbalance & not quite that easy.
good luck to you!
hang in there!
Hi – although some of me feels sorry for you, the larger part is amazed and angry at your behaviour. You simply cannot muck around with psyc meds like that! Taking them for a couple of weeks and then not. Do you not WANT to get well?
You do not have bi-polar disorder. This is categorised by mania (out of control, high as a kite) for a long period of time (months, even years) followed by a slump (totally mentally broken down, cannot get out of bed).
If you DO have depression, what is the point of going and getting diagnosed and offered some help? You won’t take the meds in a mature and adult way.
Please try and understand you won’t get better without them. And ‘better’, in your case, means being able to face up to your problems, sort them, get resolution, and move on.
I wish you luck.