I’m 21 years old and closeted bisexual. I have a 6 month pregnant girlfriend. Two days ago was worse day of my life, my best friend in the whole world died in a car accident. His name was Mark and I loved him so much. We were both in the closet and in love with each other. We’ve known each other since kindergarten. But when we were 14, we became sexually involved and having feelings for each other. Through it all, he is the only guy I’ve ever loved or made love to. We’ve both been with tons of girls but we kept our relationship a secret.
Mark had a girlfriend at the time of his death too. I love my girlfriend and I can be true to her now that Mark is gone. She’s being very loving and sensitive to me. She’s carrying a boy and she said she’ll let me name him after Mark. Mark’s viewing service is on Saturday. I regret not telling the world how much I really loved this guy, not just as a friend but more. Without Mark, I’m just not myself. Do you think this the creator’s way of punishing me for lying to myself all this time?
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I can’t tell you whether or not it is right for you to stay in the closet, each situation is different and that is up to you. However, think about it this way…you found someone who loved you and who you loved you back more than anything else and you had a relationship with the person you loved. Although it might have been secret you know that there was love every step of the way. That alone is more than most people could wish for. The accident was just that an accident, it had nothing to do with you guys keeping your relationship a secret so PLEASE don’t blame yourself. I think that its normal to be feeling not yourself in a situation like this….and if you need someone to talk to how about giving the woman who’s carrying your baby a chance? I know it might be hard, and she might react in a negative way…but you did say that you loved her and if she knows that you love her and she loves you back then it might work out…but again it’s up to you. But please talk to someone and don’t hold it all in……
I am sorry for your loss, I can’t and won’t comment on if it was right or wrong for you to stay in the closet.
One thing I am sure of is that this was not some kind of punishment, it was as you stated, an accident, please don’t torment yourself by trying to assume responsibility for this.
I wish you the best in this time.
This truly might be the saddest thing I’ve ever read and I can’t express my sorrow for your unimaginable loss.
This is also a huge wake up call. I don’t thikn I could be you, or live that life. I’m going to make sure that I come out as son as possible. Thank you.
This makes me sad =[ It makes me think about the person I love (they don’t know it)
If you need someone to talk to…I’m here for ya…I’m sure there’s lots of people on here willing to help you out
This is too much for Yahoo to handel.