depression is a bad emotion, let's recognize it

there is a crisis center for mental health emergencies that i have been to twice. the last time i was there was 2 and a half weeks ago. and the time before that was about 4 months ago. i have been in a crisis for a while now because of seemingly permanent effects psychiatric meds have on my brain, even after not taking them in quite a while. my brain may be so weird in not returning to its normal state after stopping a med because i was in a come when encephalitis 10 years ago.
but anyways, i have been searching for a good doctor that may have the knowledge on how to give me mental health treatment, and i have FINALLY found one at that crisis center. she is as great a psychiatrist as anyone could ask for because she really knows her stuff. so because of this, i have been trying to go back to the crisis center for the past week. i told the crisis center that the doctor there is great and since the other doctors i have seen (including my current one) have given me inadequate help, that i need to see the doctor at that center again, or else i will be out of hope and will do suicide. so then they tell me “if you come here, we wont let you see the doctor you have been seeing here because you have been asking to see her too much and it wouldnt be therapeutic” and that i would have to see a different psychiatrist there. so, then i hung up the phone and am now al out of hope. i think they might have told me i cant see that doctor anymore because they think i have been there too much. but,IS THIS EVEN RIGHT? i will kill myself if i cant get the help i need, and the doctor ive been seeing there seems to be the only one that has the knowledge to help me. i told them this!

My boyfriend keeps dumping me and asking me back. Every time he asks me back he always says “I’ll never leave you again.” He does leave me. He’s been doing it for years. The truth is, I don’t think that I can trust him not to do it again. I honestly don’t believe that his feelings for me are real. I think he tells me that he loves me just to make me feel good. But that feeling doesn’t last because he always dumps me.
I’m afraid to tell him how much he hurt me because I just don’t want to hurt his feelings. He’s a very sensitive guy and he has a disability so I don’t think he’ll take it very well. I need advice. The person who gives me the best advice will earn 10 points.

My gf and I have been dating for almost a year and she likes when I draw stuff for her. She has gorgeous black curly hair and I think the anime cartoon girls look awesome but I haven’t found one that has hair like her So I can’t get an idea of how to get started!! Help please??

I mean yeah he’s great but he’s like 30 that seems a little old for a ten year deal!

Everything was fine til I had an abortion (I was 2 WKS) on the 1st of November. It kinda brought a tiny rift btwn my bf and I and my mother was kinda disappointed but we dropped it and moved on. I stopped college cuz I moved away from my dad and his evil bride and now I have nothing to do all day and I’m mostly bored all the time. This year has been the worst year ever. My mom and I had a huge fight over nothing really and she got my bf involved, tellin him all sorts of embarrassing things and he just disliked me for a while but we got thru that too. Now most of the time I’m really just thinkin which makes me look sad and ugly. What can I do to feel better abt myself and everything? I’m gonna be with my bffs this xmas and im hoping everything will be fine but here I am thinking again what a complete failure I am. Any words of encouragement?

hello all,
a little background info on myself, im 18, i suffer from major depressive disorder, bipolar 2, and anxiety disorder. I tried to commit suicide a few weeks ago, didnt tell anyone for 2 days and was promptly admitted, treated and cleared. apon discharge i was transferred to the lindner center of hope which is an outside mental treatment hospital. Although wonderful for mental treatment, this is not a medically based hospital.
Which brings me to where the issues started, on thanksgiving, during the angst of my first full blown anxiety attack, i punched a bench and fractured my fifth metacarpal bone. they immediately submitted an order for me to be examined by the internal medical doctor. the next day, he arrived on unit, only to read the wrong page and sign off on the incorrect one. the second day, he came and examined my hand and decided to have me transported out for an xray. it took 4 days for me to be transported out for an xray, that showed the break in my hand. they then referred me to followup with a orthopedic doctor for further examination.
Upon arriving at the orthopedics office, he examined my hand and ordered a more extensive CT scan, after scheduling me for surgery that was supposed to happen this morning, but 45 minutes before i was due for arrival, his office called and cancelled declaring that this was a bigger problem than he could deal with.
They scheduled me to visit an orthopedic surgeon today and he did say that surgery was necessary to minimize complications, but did say that an incision could be needed to correctly fix the break and if i had been brought in the days following the break, he could have fixed it without one.
Im no medical lawyer, so i really have no idea on ho to address this situation at all. or if i should just forget about it, what do you think Y!A?

While I am not in favor of Obama health care plan at all I do feel that with the economy the way it is and dependents getting out of college and not finding jobs that keeping the part of health care where dependents are allowed to continue their health insurance under their parents plan is VERY important and I would like to know if Obama’s plan is dumped if you intend to keep SOME of the ideas in place.

I don’t want to cause a whole big scene, but I don’t want her to keep coming to me scared and anxious. And I seriously think they’re doing more than just annoying her. Though she is shy, she has asked them to stop messing with her and they basically just laughed in her face. All that I can get out of her is that they keep making derogatory comments towards her, but she’s been really jumpy lately, so I strongly think they may be touching or grabbing her. Ex. This morning at 7:30 , like I do every morning, after I go to my locker, I usually find her at her locker, and I always grab her waist and kiss her, but this morning she nearly jumped out of her skin when I touched her. I don’t know what is going on, but I am thinking about going to her friends and asking them.
What should I do?

Ok so I’ve been out about most of the year… I’ve been dealing with heart problems,chronic depression…and more I do have to make up alll my classes from last year I don’t want to again at all do I have hope and can I still get enough credits to past for this year…. I consedered 10th grade taking 9nth classes because of my apsennce now its even worse I missed a lot and I really need to make up like I have nooo credits at all please tell me anyway I can get past this year

Idk…