depression is a bad emotion, let's recognize it

I’m going to try to make a long story short. When I was about 16 my grandfather on my mom’s side passed and my mom started cheating on my dad. After a long, painful time, my mom and dad got a divorce, which upsetted me, but was the best. Now being 22, my dad found someone about 5 years ago, and we have grown really close. My dad, his now wife, my now husband and me all got married on the same day about 3 years ago. So we are all pretty close. My sister just passed away in Dec., and I just found out a couple of days ago my dad was cheating. I went to do some investigating, and found out he was. I am so hurt inside. Know what happened between my mom and dad, I don’t want the same thing between my step mom and dad to happen. Everyone says I should just bust in on them, but I don’t want to. I don’t want this to come between us. I’d like to talk to him, but don’t know what to say. Should I tell my step mom? I’m SO sad about all this! I just don’t know what to do. Please Help!!

what are the symptoms to pneumonia. i need it for a project due tomorrow!

In elementary school I was a bully. I didn’t realize it at that time because I didn’t know what a bully really was. I became a bully after my first fight, in which a bully beat me up. I don’t know how I became a bully or why. This mentality perpetuated through to highschool, where I then became a victim to bullying. I looked at my situation and compared it to how I treated others. I began to feel really bad. I wasn’t the “typical” bully. I didn’t steal lunch money or just go up to random people and talk shittt. If someone had a problem with me I would just keep trying to push their buttons so I could beat them up. I was a coward really. Now that I’m 18 and barely out of highschool I see how the bully mentality has hindered my growth. I no longer bully people physically, but sometimes when I talk to people I bully them with my words. Never intentionally. I have a bully mentality so my actions and my words are bully-like. I’ve got the physical bullying in check. Now I need to get the mental bullying in check. How can I stop being a bully?

I was at a daycare. We left for some reason and we were on a motorcycle (I don’t know how to ride one in real life). We sped off, and in a matter of seconds, the motorcycle did a wheelie and we both flew off of the bike as it gave way beneath us. I rolled a couple of feet. My girlfriend, on the other hand, rolled a lot more and she hit her forehead on a light pole. I ran to her as fast as I could and I helped her get up. I looked around for scratches and there were none. I asked her if she was okay and she said yes. She then put her hand up to her forehead as if she had a headache, and suddenly, blood started to ooze out from underneath her hands. Some random medic/nurse person came and she went with them. I felt relieved after she said she was okay for some reason. I then went and checked out the nursery and what everyone was doing. All of a sudden, my stepdad appears from a balcony from above and tells me that she “didn’t make it.” I was crushed. Literally. I felt so horrible, but I didn’t know it was a dream. I finally woke up but up to now (a day after the dream), I still have some lingering anxieties. I get paranoid if she doesn’t reply to her phone – text or calls.
Please help me figure out what this means.
I’m paranoid about dreams involving death. I never die in my dreams.
So several years ago, I had a dream that a close relative of mine fell out of a cargo truck and died. Several weeks later, he really died in real life. I’m really worried about my dream right now.
Does it mean that my girlfriend’s going to die? Does it mean that I’m going to be the one behind it? I love her so much and I would never hurt her.
Please help me, everyone. Thank you.

I am 10 days late and I had a blood test at 7 days late it was negative. My doctor wants me to start Provera to bring my cycle on but I refuse. I am never late for my cycle I have absolutely no signs that my period is coming. I always get extremely sore breast 7-10 days before my period. I don’t this month. I haven’t been under any stress and my health and weight are normal. I have had extreme fatigue,headaches and constipation. I know I ovulated because I used a ovulation predictor and I had sex during my fertile days. HAS THIS EVER HAPPENED TO ANYONE??? NO NEGATIVE COMMENTS PLEASE THANK U

artist? Let’s be real here, we are talking several hours of work there every day, that has got to be expensive.

We have a pastor and his wife and three kids living next door to us. You would think they would be nice people…they aren’t. They call the cops on us daily. And we don’t do a dang thing. They call for a vehicle being parked in the street and for our dogs barking. Well, what are we supposed to do with a semi and trailer? that is his job, so that is what he drives. they also call the cops about the time that he has to go to work which is only 7. not like it is 4 or 5 in the morning. And if you yell at a dog and they don’t know you, they are going to bark. Dogs bark….that’s what they do. They try and come up with some of the stupidest reasons. We know the cops and in the last week, they have called us in over a dozen times. the chief of police told us that they aren’t even going to send anybody out to check on their calls anymore. The reason we want to get back at them, is because we have gotten a ticket or two before for ridiculous crap and we are wanting to get a little revenge. We want to keep it all legal (or as much as possible;) )
Sorry it’s so long…i can’t convey to you how ridiculous this whole situation is. I’m pretty fired up at them this morning already!!!

To make a long story short, I was home-schooled until the age of 18 and in my spare time, I played a lot of video games and watched anime. When I got out of home-schooling and got a job, I made friends at my 1st job and they tried to hook me up with several girls, but whenever they introduced me to a girl and she was expecting me to ask her out, I got depressed and sad and ended up backing off. No, I was not chicken, just sad.
Eventually they got fed up and stopped talking to me. When I lost my job at 19, I ended up being a stay at home guy and pretty much became anti-social. But even so, a simple walk to the grocery store, the mall, etc. I was still attracting women, but ended up still being sad and depressed. I did not get a girlfriend till 23.
Did this happen because I expected the girls to be like the girls in video games and anime? Maybe because I wanted to find the perfect girl? What does this look like? I think the reason why I was sad is because I wanted to go out with one of the girls in my video games and anime shows, but I later realized they were not real. I think the other reason is that real women did not have a resemblance as to a video game or anime character. I am still attracted to anime women, those big eyes and pink/blue hair turn me on.
BTW, I am not trolling! I am for real people, honest.

I’m being referred to a child/teenage mental hospital. And my actions are JUST like the singer in animal I have become by three days grace.:/http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C8UBRBYBW…
Because everyone isnt taking me seriously.

I have an interview at a convenient/gas station store tomorrow. I’m really nervous, and I can’t seem to shake off the anxiety. How do I quit feeling this way, and be ready?