depression is a bad emotion, let's recognize it

We have been dating four months. But, since summer started we have barely talked or seen each other the reason is because he is away sooooo much. Well I guess I was annoyed with the fact that we barely ever talked and when we did things didn’t seem right. The last time I saw him was July 14th. I don’t even know where he is right now.
Well a few days ago I got up and I just didn’t like him all that much anymore. And while I was up at my cabin ( i just got back yesterday) I was flirting with tons of guys and I almost hooked up with one of them. Anyway, so tonight on facebook we talked which was the first time in like 9 days. Here is our conversation
Me: Hey
Him: Hey
Me: so how are you
Him: I’m good, u
Me: im okay
Him: why only okay?
Me: i’ve been thinking maybe we should break up idk
Him: idk
Me: ?
Him: it’s up to u
Me: do you wanna break up?
Him: no
Then he logged off
Then 10 minutes later I called his cell and he didn’t answer. Then he texted me here is our other conversation
Him: i’m sorry
Me: Can I call u i need to talk to u
Him: no not really it’s long distance
Him: ive been away alot and i haven’t had cell service
Me: i don’t know what to do
Him: same
Me: do you think we should break up?
him: no
Him: i love u
Me: i still wanna be with u. now I feel like a b*tch for mentioning we should break up, i love u
Him: i wish i could stay in contact but i cant
Him: i can’t just ignore the fact that u wanted to break up
Me: I know i had just been thinking that breaking up was the right thing to do idk why but i did. I guess i was confused idk im sorry
Me: im sorry
Me: i know your probably mad at me and i understand why u would be, I’m sorry i’m a bad girlfriend
Him: no ur not
Me: yeah i am i shouldn’t have thought about breaking up with you
I don’t know why I changed my mind so suddenly I still do like him. i hope I didn’t ruin our relationship. I’m soo stupid.
We haven’t talked since. I don’t know what’s going on?
Were 16

I know this is a stupid question to ask . But I can’t hold it anymore…..My personality changes often. It doesn’t remain constant all the time. Well its not depression but something else.
Whenever I see any movie or hear any song or read any book…my mood changes according to those what i do…..If i am happy …the way i do things, it makes me change acc to it ….even sad sometimes…my opinion of life also changes .
I need some suggestions and some adages which I should follow….my age is going to be 17 soon….
Help me with good advise and some proverbs which i should always keep in my mind

Hi, i am 7 weeks tomorrow with my second baby, and today my breast tenderness completely disappeared? Can this happen from time to time and then the symptoms come back a day or two later? I’m hoping my nipple are sore tomorrow.
I also have had HARDLY any nausea, i have only vomited ONCE this pregnancy when i was like 5 weeks 5 days.
and today, i haven’t had any aversions to food or smells?
Normally, when i think of the word subway, i want to puke, but today…it doesn’t bother me.
I had an ultrasound 4 days ago and the baby had a normal heartbeat.
My first pregnancy went fine and i have a beautiful 2 year old!
Im really worried, do you think im going to have a missed miscarriage? or normal miscarriage?

If you had a baby boy right now what would you call him?? for some fun + to help me out, ive been stuck on a mental block for weeks! thanks guys.

i’m not even saying anything outlandish or even worthy of getting deleted.
how can i stop this? ie, fan dump or delete my contacts?
my questions and answers are already on private.
thankyouu

I want to do IB. Which my high school currently offers and I can’t seem to find anywhere online–some places like k12.com have AP classes, but I can’t get any college credit for doing AP classes. I also can’t do Model United Nations outside of school. Is there any way I could do IB on-line or something?
(Before we ask, my anxiety is very real, and I’m currently seeing a psychologist about it. I probably will ask her about school, but I haven’t know this particular woman very long so I’d have to bring her up to speed first. Anyway… answer away ^A^)